These are the baby steps

“At some point you have to make a decision. Boundaries don’t keep other people out; they fence you in. 
Life is messy, that’s how we’re made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them.
If you’re willing to take a chance, the view from the other side is spectacular.” 

Thoughts for just tonight

Cause life is about taking chances…

A shout-out from Manchester

HI!!!!

Its nearly a week since I have arrived Manchester!

Everything seems different here

Meals are no exception! (cold sandwiches and no hot soup! )

I’m hanging in there, mom is here for the first week of company

While friends have nothing been but great support and encouragement for me to keep me motivated to my goal.

I’ll get the pictures up soon! Its gonna be my last night with momsie.

The countdown reigns

Superman-Five for Fighting

Exactly 2 more weeks and I’m leaving this comfort zone, this country and a place where I call home. The thought of it never fails to make my heart sour. So much so that, that whenever anyone mentions about it, tears whelm my eyes up. I have never been more appreciative of the people who cared so much for me.

Ask my emotions and I’ll say I’m anxious like crazy. How I wish I can just skip the part of trying to settle down and just be settled with the environment already!

I’m thankful for all the friends that I have been met up, both old and new, transition it is, just gotta embrace it with a big heart. Thank you for giving me everything you have.

Ramblings from the mind

Since my mind is so jumbled up and I’m too lazy to pen it down on a note, I shall just throw my messy thoughts in this space where the readership is nearly zero. Phew! (:

In about 2 weeks, I’ll be taking my ballet exam, entering the exact same room with a completely different examiner, taking a different grade with a time difference of 3 years. Honestly, with a completely different take and feeling to this exam. I have no clue what to expect of myself. I’ll probably take it with grace and smile when the time actually comes. I just do the silent prayers I have been doing for all the nerve wrecking events I’ve been to.

In about 4 weeks then, I’ll be leaving Singapore for my studies over in UK. Ready? Prepared? – No. Nothing’s done. Nothing’s approved. More appointments and phone calls to make and the time I can squeeze for everyone who cared about me. Be it significant or not, they have brought me to where I am today and I’m nothing but grateful for the wonderful support I had from everyone.

As I pen these words down, I’m literally asking myself, will I be ready to leave for the new environment that I had daringly placed myself into few months back when I made the decision? I guess I’ll never be ready, never be prepared but throwing that aside, I know I’ll definitely embrace myself for this.

Life will probably throw us a thousand things, I’m probably too young to have a biography, but then again, even Justin Bieber has an autobiography at the age of 15. I have faced issues during the past few years of growing up. Taking responsibilities for whatever actions I made. I probably didn’t had as many hurdles to jump over as compared to the million of girls out there. But I had my own fair share of pains and issues to look at.

I have a set of believes for myself. Sometimes, these believes tend to waiver due to the circumstances that come across me. I don’t expect anyone including my family to see what I believe in. Because, my actions came with price. The experiences I picked up from people or myself.

This post is probably one of the wordiest post I have ever got myself in ever since the new year came. Not that thoughts had be always superficial, but I’ve learnt – that the online media is one scary place to be too involved in. It kills.

I believe that happiness is within our own grasp and whatever emotions you choose to be in while a happy person may not have a fairytale life, she chooses to see things at a different perspective.

GE: Healthcare opinions

In this tiny space I have in this micro-world, I guess this is one way that I can express my silent thoughts about the upcoming GE happening in Singapore.

Reasons why I don’t have to worry being slam

1. This little space is almost dead with minute number of readers

2. What I’m going to type about is not from a patient’s point of view but from an allied health personnel

3. I’m not going to put artsy-fartsy pictures to entertain you and just boring words with my limited vocabulary

Hike! (In Spore)

So after the OCBC cycle few weeks back

Trekking, didn’t seem like a bad idea to get my growing bum smaller!

Up to you.

Its your own life.

Stop playing the blame game.

Universal Studios Singapore

The place never fails to…

1. Bring smiles in everyone’s faces

2. Have a small posting from the individuals who visited there

3. Earn profit from everyone who enters! (VERY RANDOM)

-

Subway in the morning while waiting for the rest of the gang! Un-surprisingly, the guys were the ones that were late. (Which explains why the first picture had 2 guys missing) Everyone was sharing the food! We already had the plan to ride the galactic battle-star roller coaster ride FIRST before we even entered!

And the queue at 10am was disgustingly long. ):

Greeted by smiling staff, mascots and the unusual scenes one would be exposed to on usual days! It was so hard to resist temptations while walking to the destinate ride! And I (unsuprisingly) failed the temptations and ran towards the hat shop/booth! Just had to try on at least one hat! Poor Zuer had to drag me away!

Zee RIDE!

We were lucky that we gotta enjoy the highlight roller coaster with 3 different scenarios! SUNNY, RAINY and NIGHT! So the picture above, was yes, after the rainy galactic battlestar ride! We were all basically trying to wipe the water off throughout the ride.

And you cannot miss out KIDDY rides! HEH! I shall admit that the gang had to company to ride the rides. The kiddy side explosion just had to come alive! Its the only place for me to not look too toot!

And the shows were also awesome!

Of course being us, we MUST have retarded shots!

But you know, no amount of retarded shots will always look so beautiful without the amazing architecture created by the creators of universal studio! Honestly I can’t wait for USS in Japan and States!

And of course, part of their job is to create fairytale lands for kids (especially girls) – Me not excluded! To let us dream about our prince charming! <3

Enjoy your week guys!

NOT ADORABLE!

Taffy claims that I look the one in the picture!

I strongly decline such comparison!